So I haven't been online all that much these past few months. Life has been throwing me some pretty hard curveballs and it's been all I can do just to keep my head above water.
Between losing my car to a fire, then losing my job and capped off with two funerals of close family friends within 2 the last two weeks. I've been pretty frazzled.
I did get the saw back from mastermind, and have run it only a few times. It's absolutely amazing. Like having a different saw. That also could be due to the chains, given to me by several outstanding members of this board. I am attempting to learn how to square file and it's a work in progress.
Hear is a pic of some Larch I've been waiting on for the past 2 years. You can see it's just started to blue.

I cut it over the holiday weekend while I was re arranging the driveway.
This is a bread tray I made out of another sassafras log.
It's roughly 15 inches long by 6 inches wide and I cut it out of a full quarter of a log.
It's been a real battle for me to deal with the depression. I know there are plenty of people worse off than me but that only makes me feel worse, with a kid going to college and the baby on the way in August the weight of the world seems to be just a little bit more heavy.
I've been talking meds to help with the anxiety, but I still have some dark days.