Now Kevin wouldn't brag.....
He only has the best....knows the best....has the most....knows the secrets.....etc etc etc
The fact that you even commented on that should tell you it's time for a rest from this crap. It's not who you are. Neither was all the IH bull $hit, (imho).
I've followed you over the years and gone to battle with you on a few controversial issues back in the day. We've also been on opposite sides of the fence a coupla times. Always respected your opinion either way.
You've changed. There's bitterness..., anger, even. Not becoming to you regardless of the circumstances.
I'm no psychologist, but I'd respectfully suggest you're long overdue for a break to get your
self back. The forums and groupies will survive and still be there for an occasional drive by for a piece o' pie and a howdy..., as will the forum owner.
Being consumed by it all with a sense of responsibility (and maybe even a little guilt) on a daily basis is simply not a healthy way to start your day everyday. But it certainly appears that it's what you've become..., consumed.
Again, and in my humble opinion from a distance, I don't think it's who you are. Evidently you don't, either.
I'm not posting this to start new $hit or re-hash old. I'm posting this because you are soliciting opinions about a subject I've been concerned about for awhile..., because I like you.
Best to you however you decide to roll.