Good morning men, appreciate all the thoughtfulness. I am trying to wrap my head around it. I always wonder whether or not someone could have prevented it or not. At the end of the day, a man decided he couldn't deal with whatever he had going on in his life, so ended it. There is nothing anyone can to about it now.
I did touch base with friends whom I haven't really spoken to in a while, as we all drift apart somewhat. While it was a terrible tragedy that was discussed, those connections were remade, or at least dusted off. So some good comes from bad things too. I will be thinking about this for a while just to try to understand it, but I won't dwell on it. Life continues for those of us still here, will pray for his soul and for his family he leaves behind. All I can do. We move on, and continue as best we can. I have not walked a mile in his shoes, so won't criticise.
No more wet blanket, let move forward. Again, thank you all.