I lost it all

[Mastermind]

So i thought i would update my life after my family left...
Things really sucked for a week or so,then the days just kinda rolled together.
The end of June rolled around and i fell into a friends with benefits thing. Spent an awesome 3 days of naked fun which took a lot of the sting away.
Turns out i was a hit and have sent another 5 weekends together naked and having a blast.
Then it gets better
My annual checkup rolls around and health is awesome good blood pressure,cholesterol is still going down.I have a pain just below my ribs on my right side for the last 8 years or so.The Doc says that they have lots of staff so she books me in for a chest x ray and an EKG for a baseline seeing everything was in good ranges.
Make the appointment and get both done,go back to work, I get home and there is a message to see the Doc at 10 or 3 the next day.I had a meeting at 10,go to work and am freed up around 3 no answer at the Doc so i load the truck up and take a load to the dump when i get a call to come down.Well i am dirty and smell of diesel so i rush home to change 25 stairs to my bedroom from the drive way,forget my phone upstairs rush up and get it and off to the Doc.
Remember this is a small town.
So they hook me up the the EKG and freak out.They thought i had a massive heart attack,or was having one,or was about to have one.
Meanwhile i feel fine,have always felt fine and am kinda wondering what they have been smoking.
So i get medivaced to the hospital,spent 10 hour there getting tested to see if i had a heart attack. 5 blood tests for a heart attack and get monitored for 10 hours and everything was normal and no heart attack.
So it turns out i have a widow maker in my chest.I have to take it easy till i get fixed.It would have continued to go unnoticed because i am in good health.But any strenuous activity could be the last.
The Doc says i am so lucky because of a couple of fluks and timing and my own stress test before the last EKG that it was found.
I probably would have been that guy that just drops dead for no reason.
So despite the crappy start to my summer,i have a new lease on life.
I still don't have a family anymore,my daughter is still estranged from me.
But i will probably live long enough for her to get a chance to outgrow her thoughts of how mean and angry i was.
It's been kind of surreal.My livelihood is my physical health.I make my living in the winter delivering heating fuel.So i asked the Doc to advocate for me to get me in and fixed as soon as possible.My work starts in Oct and i have never had backup.This would have been year 23 without missing a delivery in 23 years i have been the only one to deliver fuel for my business.
That streak is over. But life is good when you are alive.

I like this post much better than the previous ones.

Thanks for keeping us in the loop, and please keep the updates coming.

Randy

 

[I saw a lot]

I want to congratulate you on your new life. I hope from here on out you only get the best that this life has to offer.
Thank you for sticking out the tough parts and not giving up.

Stephanie

 

[Hinerman]

So i thought i would update my life after my family left...
Things really sucked for a week or so,then the days just kinda rolled together.
The end of June rolled around and i fell into a friends with benefits thing. Spent an awesome 3 days of naked fun which took a lot of the sting away.
Turns out i was a hit and have sent another 5 weekends together naked and having a blast.
Then it gets better
My annual checkup rolls around and health is awesome good blood pressure,cholesterol is still going down.I have a pain just below my ribs on my right side for the last 8 years or so.The Doc says that they have lots of staff so she books me in for a chest x ray and an EKG for a baseline seeing everything was in good ranges.
Make the appointment and get both done,go back to work, I get home and there is a message to see the Doc at 10 or 3 the next day.I had a meeting at 10,go to work and am freed up around 3 no answer at the Doc so i load the truck up and take a load to the dump when i get a call to come down.Well i am dirty and smell of diesel so i rush home to change 25 stairs to my bedroom from the drive way,forget my phone upstairs rush up and get it and off to the Doc.
Remember this is a small town.
So they hook me up the the EKG and freak out.They thought i had a massive heart attack,or was having one,or was about to have one.
Meanwhile i feel fine,have always felt fine and am kinda wondering what they have been smoking.
So i get medivaced to the hospital,spent 10 hour there getting tested to see if i had a heart attack. 5 blood tests for a heart attack and get monitored for 10 hours and everything was normal and no heart attack.
So it turns out i have a widow maker in my chest.I have to take it easy till i get fixed.It would have continued to go unnoticed because i am in good health.But any strenuous activity could be the last.
The Doc says i am so lucky because of a couple of fluks and timing and my own stress test before the last EKG that it was found.
I probably would have been that guy that just drops dead for no reason.
So despite the crappy start to my summer,i have a new lease on life.
I still don't have a family anymore,my daughter is still estranged from me.
But i will probably live long enough for her to get a chance to outgrow her thoughts of how mean and angry i was.
It's been kind of surreal.My livelihood is my physical health.I make my living in the winter delivering heating fuel.So i asked the Doc to advocate for me to get me in and fixed as soon as possible.My work starts in Oct and i have never had backup.This would have been year 23 without missing a delivery in 23 years i have been the only one to deliver fuel for my business.
That streak is over. But life is good when you are alive.

Here is to many more days of naked fun

 

[Dub11]

Best of luck and a speedy recovery!!