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Discussion in 'In Remembrance...' started by Semotony, Oct 6, 2019.

  1. Semotony

    Semotony Pinnacle OPE Member

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    12 years ago in the early, still in the sack, Daniel came home from wholesale paper route. 2:40 or so I came back and found he had killed himself. I've got almost no emotions left for much of anything. He was the joy of my life. So a lot was expressed over a few months. Just a note on this date of history. No guessing of what could been, glad to have been his dad
     
  2. Mastermind

    Mastermind Leader Of The Clique Staff Member

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    Sorry you had to experience this Tony.
     
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    leadfarmer Hot Rod !!!

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    Sorry for your loss my friend.
     
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    I can not even begin to think what you went through! I am very sorry for your loss.

    Just remember to pray to the Lord for strength and peace in your time of need. If you find that your cross is to heavy to bear he will help bear some of the weight for you!
     
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    I'm sorry for your loss Tony. I've never lost a child but lost a brother and mother. I keep them in my memories of things we used to do together. Me and my eldest brother like to hunt and fish together, lost the battle to cancer. Me and mom love to do wood working together, lost the battle to Alzheimer. To this day I don't do wood working, not the same without mom, we were very close.

    Steve Sidwell on Tapatalk
     
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    Cat 525 Here For The Long Haul!

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    Thoughts are with you Tony. As mentioned before try to turn it over to God.
     
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    Marshy WFO Cutting

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    My condolences.
     
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    countryhog BTDT

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    Thanks for sharing. Death truly sucks and will one day be vanquished. Words are truly too empty to help you. All you can do is put one foot in front of the other. Im sorry for your loss, ordeal, and unanswerable questions. I wish i could help you bear this. Eventually the pain will lessen, life goes on, and hopefully you will begin caring about things again although surely with a new perspective about what is truly important. May God bless you on your journey
     
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    Philbert Chainsaw Enthusiast

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    Sorry Tony.

    Philbert
     
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    Lost my Mom & Grandmother within a short period of time...most pain I've ever experienced!
    Only by the Grace of God...am I on the other side of that, yet it was a process for sure.
    Blessings & Intercession your way.
     
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    drf256 Dr. Richard Cranium (“RC” to Muh pals)

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    My deepest condolences Tony. Unimaginable.
     
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    Moparmyway Its just a saw

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    I cant imagine what you're going through, or what you've been through.
    My condolences Tony, I'm sorry for your loss !!
     
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    One of the hardest parts of being a parent is losing a child..

    Tony, My thoughts and prayers are with you on this difficult day.
     
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    Wolverine Fruit wood champion

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    Sorry to read of your loss Tony. I've been effected by suicide and it is a very difficult thing to deal with.
     
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    Stump Shot Old *pretty boy dipstick of Quality

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    Can't like this Tony, stay strong.
     
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    Semotony Pinnacle OPE Member

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    Thank you all. Ya'll make one hell of a fine crew.
    It took a power greater than me to carry me across that part of the sandy beach. A portion was when I thought " I"ll never........again" but it did happen, happily, before. Evened stuff out, recommended for your use as required
     
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    USMC615 God...Country...Corps

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    So sorry my friend for your loss.
     
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    Sorry for your loss. I can empathize with some of your feelings with the loss of an immediate loved one by suicide. PM me if you ever need to chat or whatever. If you want we can talk on the phone. I'm very open about my story in the right context of certain people. Or maybe just knowing there is another suicide survivor around might be a bit of help. We go through way different things than other people.
     
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    chipper1 Here For The Long Haul!

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    Sorry to hear this my friend.
    Prayers sent.
     
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    We are praying for you my friend.
     
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